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i have thought about our future life tonight...
she will demand that of you and so shall i
i see how you said you could be yourself..
because she was being herself
ah no obligations just selves
so this could be romantic indeed..
everyone else..all of my family and friends
we will have them along too.
thereis room for everyone withme..
and i still want my own space too...Current Mood:  accomplished |
let your soul go to god
face of pleasure
let your soul
karen o i loooove your new cd lets live together...in the la communal orgasm house of rock n rollCurrent Mood:  artistic Current Music: yeah yeah yeahs show your bones |
i feel like this cycle has been one where for two years i have sought to incorporate what orgasm world tour meant to me. i feel as if i have had to carve my own way spiritually and physically that could fit into my divine plan.
pleasure i our birthright ans so is orgasm
measures of how to implement into the pattern of my life has been oe of the most exciting journeys i have been on. this is only th ebeginning..
body/soul/divine self /divine illuminated god consciousness all one.Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: show your bones |
key i have learned is being willing to recieve with out so much emotion
know who i am gracious |
desire of orgasmic living to an old but newer version
i am remebering some things i learned from the Wc
things that really are the truest way for me to give
putting people at effect
holding two levels of awareness
call and response
perfection going from good to better
what you put your attention on grows
in a pleasure oriented society al of the gears are put in reverse
heaven on eath closer to spirit
will to harmnoize is the bridge
love this is something that the wc did not teach and this is why i had to leave their viewpoints for a while because i did not feel they had the extent of the will to harmonize
that was necessary for my soul
also pleasure and positivity
mixed with the will to cause
which is the lift
also the union of man woman fully happens when the woman can recieve pleasure fully and also give fully
i do not feel they have taught about women givng even if it it giving from their pleasure they only talked about recieving
however they were getting close to this
also
nicole's group
burinig through sofly
i ressonated with this
truth sword of destroying illusion
clean space
orgasm
moon /sun
a desir eof the heart to become emancipated in the body( wil to express) andd have union and expression and also surplus
orgasmic energy heaven on earth |
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i see how i have been running from death
i see how i have been afraid of my power
i see how i have been afraid to love
i see how i have been afraid to keep moving
i see how life is what you make of it
i see how i am really only in control of my life and decisions and thoughts and thats my life and my contribution
i have spent the last couple years seeking higher states of consciousness to an extent that has terrified me at times
i rejoice in what i have found i could still be afraid to live
even though time after time i see that i and only i can keep on my upward spiral and that the divine plan is ahead of me
May. 23rd, 2006 @ 10:47 pm
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i am fascinated by this life
i see a big house in la
i see the glitter on the table
i see barbara and i making clothes
i see me having lunch with new friend
i see the bank account full
i see my reflection on the door after a show
i see the lights
i see the angels
i ask why am i still here in sf
i see how important this people are to me
i see nicole and how happy we make each other
i see milan as angel
i ask
what numbers should i play
what route should i take today
i see the faces of family on photographs back east i see
the money to afford the luxury of renting an apartment in their neck of the woods
i saw my new fascinnated with karen O as nothing short of a blessing
i see the ware house nicole and ot has as nothing short a creation i was involved in
i see her on oprahs couch
i see the children and i playing music and recording for years
i see community
i see long life and creativity
i sit here on myspace for now
i sit here in this loft for now
i am grateful for where i have come in this loft ia m am excited for whats ahead
i want to write a song for frances
i see the equptment coming the van i am buying the clothes the presents
i see abundance for the world i see evolution of light and love
i see that today even though i walked around the corner hoping to get a massage client maybe it was not for the highest good of me
isee that only positve thoughts bring me what i need i
i hear the angels
i ask
what can i do iwill do it
i feel as if i am going to start bleeding
i feel like a beer
i think i will go get one and play some guitar
and relax a bit and celebrate
anya i see how she set the stage for me the other day without even thinking what she was doing just following something
i see how san francisco is nothing short of a dream
i can feel la
i can sense its majesty
i can feel my visit home
very shortly and revel in the absolute gifts that are to be shared in just a few days from now
i ask
how can make this summer the best summer ever
how can create the money to feel as if i can experience all that i ask for...
i wonder what tomorrow will bring
its always like a dream
PS will i see nicole and what will our exchange bring will she be ready tomorrow?
May. 9th, 2006 @ 10:58 pm
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wellits april and havingness is the key. resting in the havingnes.
Apr. 30th, 2006 @ 02:19 pm
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already
time moves fast and moves slowly
i sit here
looking forward..................
Feb. 5th, 2006 @ 08:56 pm
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nothing has widenened
in to something
the voice
current
the place a new
and i have always known
the subtleties
your voice comes through
in a new ressonance
it is LOVE
a slight breath of shyness between us
in the essence of love
Feb. 5th, 2006 @ 08:42 pm
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it feels great to embrace the songs of sheryl again.
i am enjoying her music so much .
her voice is so beautiful.
Jan. 26th, 2006 @ 11:12 pm
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| » revolving around |
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love everything has its place
Jan. 21st, 2006 @ 06:11 pm
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| » his voice travelling to milan and lee |
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you reminded me
i forgot
i got caught in between realms
and when i listened to your voice i remembered
the song of jolie sister do dont worry for me
oh
i am working again//
this time i will keep moving and not involve you
or anyone for that matter
because now i
trust it all
but i miss you most....
and
i have to do what i do...
and thats why we do what we do
sorry i was not totally sure the last time i saw you
its a life
its a life
i love you
see you soon
Jan. 20th, 2006 @ 11:41 pm
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i see a tunnel
i look in
did i ???
its just so
again
a new chapter
clearly
i can not avoid
but why are you
time goes by
i have an imprint
but you must come
Jan. 20th, 2006 @ 11:38 pm
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| » decisions to love |
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regardless of your expectations
your expectations are yours
your wants are my understanding when you speak them
your voice ressonating in my ear through my being in the place where we see eye to eye
i feel whole
my imiganation is free
where we will next meet
Jan. 20th, 2006 @ 01:03 pm
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| » eyes that see |
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from behind the imprints....
eyes that land on your door....
bounce back into
contemplation...
eyes that shine...
time .............
everyone has their own
passge way
in the idea of celebration
eyes that see the eternity
Jan. 20th, 2006 @ 12:57 pm
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| » an innocent game of hide and seek |
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should not be overanalyzed.....
Jan. 17th, 2006 @ 01:09 pm
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on what matters
Jan. 16th, 2006 @ 04:56 pm
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| » from the producers |
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have it be gay!
Jan. 16th, 2006 @ 04:56 pm
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i a m just here with you
Jan. 16th, 2006 @ 04:55 pm
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